30 June
Woke up at 5am this morning, slept again, planned to read up more on social studies. Well, decided not to. Woke up at 5.30am officially. Washed up, brushed, changed...till 6am, went downstairs, had sliced bread with jam because i was really famished, had to tolerate since 12AM last night till this morning. Read up on biology while having breakfast. Had a cup of milo, then energy booster Chicken Brands of Essence to keep me awake for the next few hours...However, that didn't help at all...Me, not only me majority of the class fell asleep during ss period, first 2 periods, what a killer! Someone even mentioned bout the ex geog teacher all of a sudden, i've no idea. Well ex-geog teacher please do feel honoured cause i am mentioning your name in my beloved post... "see lar, geog period is so much better!"...someone actually said that...i was like going "okay...well, geog period was okay, cause i slacked...chit chatting most of the time" The rest of the day, was fine...Chinese teacher was making fun of girls sitting at the back of the class "ni men kan, hou mian de na xie nu sheng, dou zai qing zhu happy hour le! ni men kan ar?!" well as usual i was one of them..yes sitting all the way to the back in the class of 3H. yes, but i wasn't like laughing too obviously, and all eyes just darted towards my direction. That was so freaking stupid. . .And not only me who was laughing thr was jean and sally...it just happened that the teacher was looking at me, Chinese rep...Okay...I still haven't slaughtered the person who sabotaged me at the beginning of the year..Do i even look like one chinese rep???LOL! well, i behaved very politely after all of these gazes of like more than 30 students...okay...."Lao Shi, ni yao wo bang ni collect zuo ye ma? wo bang ni fang zai ni de pigeon dong"....alright that was kind of lame...but that was how i said that infront of everyone else.... okay...unglam words....
Tomorrow, is gonna be a day with hectic schedules...yes...busy busy...Quartet rehearsals for keming at 6pm, and i haven't even touched a piece. Oh yes, before that, English enrichment writing courses (compulsory for sec 3s) in which i have to pay like 44 bucks cash because i do not have an edusave account..mr lee liang lin" chased after" me for money...left my purse at home, only thing i could do was smile and just apologise. Yes, so nice of me... 44bucks eh! for that course, and we were given assignments, i bet that no one even did...Course was quite boring for last week. Almost fell asleep... Wah!!and i think that the teacher rmb my name....yes, i seriously think so lar....Man.... After that i am having string practices. well think that i would be skipping...i really can't make it....i have to rush home, change and get ready for quartet at bedok...I really hope that ting hui finds a replacement for the viola part...PLEASE!!help me out....Or else i will die under the hands of ying hao...cheryl here cheryl there...So what if i'm the youngest....it doesn;t make any difference...
Just finished chatting with a sec 2 friend whom i am quite close to since sec2, now, he's in 3E and yes, do see each other, do greet, yes...well he mentioned that the rumour with me and er hm hasn;t stopped..and it's still continuing...saw erhm at compass this afternoon. Well to all readers, i want to make it clear that these are just RUMOURS! not FACTS! It will NEVER be true, at all... this is the 3rd year already, and the rumour is still ongoing...Okay, can someone tell me what to do???...well i suppose at this moment i will just do nothing... making just the slightest move, 2D-3E boy gang will start wagging their tongues..."___loves___" thats like so lame....I know this might seem hilarious okay but i tell you, NO IT'S NOT!>
okay...last night, i just...came to know a person called X's true self, the real him(was what he said). yes, i'll not reveal who X is. Indeed, i was shocked...not with the usage of words, phrases neither the choices, just his thoughts, whatever he wrote as his posts almost updated daily. After reading like 2 of the recent posts, i have to admit that seriously i was...some sort freaked out, and thought to myself, asked myself, whether that's the real him. I just thought momentararily, he was some kind of a freak, a weird freak, i am sorry if i've offended with the choices of my words, he was sounding so sarcastic and stuff, in that sardonic manner...i couldn't stand whatever he was writing he was actually blogging all those, as posts for his readers. His identity hasn't been revealed in the blog. I promised not to tell anyone bout his blog. And yes, i will keep to that, anyone who doesn't know him well enough like me, will find everything freaky. I am sorry to say and if this person is reading this post, yes, i really found you so freaky, i had taken much time to accept that fact that you were actually so different, you were not a person whom i thought you were, just too complicated for me to comprehend, my level of knowledge is still not as high as yours yes naturally, i'm just too stupid to understand, in a few posts, i thought they were really offending, sorry to say, this's just my point of view and just wanna add in "i am freaking pissed". Good luck in everything you do, yes telling you now cause i guess we won't be meeting again until like some day someday next time..till that day then i'll probably understand everything.(this is not meant to be any emo post or something okay)
enough of all these. Yes, i have had enough for today, yes, bedtime now. as usual, morning, i needa spend time revising. Chemistry period yes tomorrow after Physics. Yep: can't wait to know what we'll be learning tomorrow for chemistry, i just enjoy the practices. Councillors investiture tomorrow. Wanling, yes, good luck. I don not blame you for not attending the concert on sat. Yes, Good luck wan ling! You will always have me as a support though one is not enough, i will still be one of the supports. Sally, you too, good luck!
Signing off:
Cheryl
Prove that I've written my diary
on Monday, June 30, 2008 at 8:41 AM
