Emo me
life has been rather tough for me of late, well, emotionally. i just hate the truths. I have been telling myself to move on, but i just cant. I am clueless why. I guess time's the factor. and it just requires my patience.
I guess ill just have to wait, and in the meantime, i shall just keep myself occupied. yes, keep myself going and not brood over any unhappy matters. this is the way cheryl.ill just have to tell myself that and i can do it, im confident.
SYF date is out: 29 April 2009, cant wait for that day to come, it's the day where SO members get to see how much effort theyve put in. Whatever the results are, weld still be a team, a great team. "We can do it!"
Bio SPA has been postponed to the JUNE holidays. Probably its the good news so far. Yep! +). Have nothing to post. Guess ill just sign off from here.
Cheryl
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on Wednesday, April 1, 2009 at 4:42 AM
Things hasnt been going on well with my mum...frequent arguments. I do wonder why this happens to me and to almost none of my friends. I dont yearn for quarrels. It brings sadness. But i cant help it. And its always not me initiating the quarrel, however i although i show signs of ignorance, i'ld never raise my voice. Prob this shows how timid i am. Yes, after so long the post has to be phrased this way, not one that brings joy. Life is not perfect, and itld never be. Be satisfied with whatever you have and never yearn for more (greed). A price has to paid being greedy. Yes, after so long, i then came to this realisation. Well nothing much to add on. Good bye now.
Regards
Cheryl
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on Tuesday, March 10, 2009 at 9:06 AM
It has been many months since i;ve last updated my blog which is about to die if i do not feed it. Ha well, eccentric. Yes, start of a new year, 2009. This is also an important year in my life as it's GCE O LVLs year. Gosh...It's no surprise that lessons will start to end at 7pm everyday and tests will be conducted every week as grduating classes started having their tests a week ago, considered the first week of school. How was the results? Till now, Mr ho hasn't revealed a single thing about our results or even utter a word. Yes and the class is still waiting... Chinese New Year is just round the corner and guess what, 2 weeks later and i'll be sitting for my piano practical exams. Really do have to pray hard for this one as i havent really been able to concentrate on my practices. And sadly, as days go by, i start to lose interest in music and even my own cca. Not even wanting to think about the outcome of syf this year. Yes...I know it is my last year in string before im promoted to be a member in nc string ensemble alumni, but on the other hand, my mindset is to just mind bout olvls and not miscellanous... Yup, just rejoined a year in Mavis...Am quite glad to join back due to the tremendous change in group size thus, talking bout the noise level...
Wanna chat more but, am too sleepy to continue with another few more paragraphs. I hope that more friends would add me on facebook and ka chiau me.ha (joking)=P.In any case...its my year and hope for all the best for the upcoming months.
alright better get to sleep already.
Regards
Cheryl
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on Tuesday, January 13, 2009 at 7:17 AM
haven't blogged for quite some time, well...just came to terms with, this statement: a person can never have everything he wants, including friendship. i do not believe in everlasting friendship, no. It's just some sort contradictory whereby someone tells you that you are his or her bff. Well, tht's kind of sad don't you think so?
Well, its not that i'm an emo freak or what, but that's another fact of life. B'day fell on the 22nd this month. Sadly to say, i wasn't enjoying myself. I was kind of disappointed. Don't want to mention specifically of what...It's just that, on that day, i derived the statement from above. It's just too saddening.
Just going to end here.
Cheryl
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on Saturday, November 1, 2008 at 10:07 PM
i'm back, yes...forking out time to blog, before common test, as you know its 3 days away...~! Yes 18 Aug 2008. Yippee! SPA is coming up as well, the tenth week, so nervous, and it's all about salts. woots, hope that it'll turn out well for me. E =) alright, the week without any CCA, am i one such lucky girl!!!heh! not only me actually, there're other people... heh, had chinese oral today, i think it was okay...ha, jing lao shi tested me, hmm....hope that i did well. =))
hmm... amaths test on linear law was carried out today again!arghh...soo many of my buddies were fed up because of the labelling....wah! screams screams screams..What todo??
yes! can't wait for tomorrow as i'll be going home EARLY!!!!!MWAHAHAHA!
alright, nothing much to share, going back to the study room... BYE!
(yep, hope the Darrel recovers asap.)
Cheryl
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on Thursday, August 14, 2008 at 1:34 AM
Sunday again
Yes, sundays sundays...tomorrow it is a school day again. Yes, first two periods Mdm Tan (social studies). Yes, probably getting back our test papers. Today, woke up at 7am, completed amaths, emaths and chemistry homework, got ready for the rehearsal at Marilyn's house (bedok reservoir) Okay okay.. startet on with Mozart piece first. First movement. Yes and yes. Then followed on by Waltz, then the Ye lai xiang. Alright, didn't really practise much for ye lai xiang. Luckily Yinghao didn't go through Ai Ping Cai Hui Ying, or else, i would have like died of exhaution "DOUBLE STOPS!!!" it STABBED ME IN THE CHEST>.....wah!!!! xP.
Just gone through Biology textbook, yes on excretion!!!! YippEE! SO cool!....ha ha ha.!!!
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i have no idea what else to post....okay i think i'll end this post like that. BuhBye!
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on Sunday, July 13, 2008 at 7:51 AM
welcome THURSDAY!
Woah! I woke up like 2 hours ago, after sleeping, yes directly after my violin lessons at Sonare, yes, gonna upgrade, up-grade. Yes, but after miss manojie's concert at the Esplanade. Due to insufficient time. Yippee!=) Guess who i saw today at compass? mr L (cube)...yes, and he didn't recognised me, i was just waiting for dad and i saw mr lee. Yep yep yep. And what was he doing at 'Cyberactive'? Well, saw him again on the way to cold storage, heh, and i tried to avoid him, evil right?
Well anyway, social studies test would be held tomorrow yes. Essay, luckily on just Northern Ireland. Yes, have just revised before blogging. Tomorrow its also Nc talent quest day-to-audition, and probably Napha 2.4km run would be carried out tomorrow (oh man!). So many things are going on tomorrow, yes and i hope that it'll turn out to be a Great day tomorrow. Probably waking up in the morning to do a little bit of finger exercises for piano. Yes yes and yes.
Hold on, hold on, let me just vent my anger "kbasdkbjsdobyhoiaJnbvnbAUVHuahvkhkhvkjDHVOIVOUaodvhoihvogwe9guw9u212 thwsghw!!!!!!!!" okey, done.
Well, today, i don't really have much to say, yes yes and yes. Why:?? Not sure?! Hmm
All i know is that, i feel happier these few days. I am not sure why. Yes, after the quartet performance. I feel much happier, and after being appointed, i feel that my life has become much much meaningful. I just feel happy, to study, coming back home to complete my revision. Not getting distracted, planning my time well. Yes, i feel good. I...feel...good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)+)
Okay. I shall update my blog again tomorrow. Yes, wish me all the luck tomorrow. !+) Buh bye!
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on Wednesday, July 9, 2008 at 7:53 AM
